Hope you and your families all had a very Merry Christmas. A very Merry Christmas - no Happy Holidays here.
My Noisemaker and I spent a quiet Christmas as we generally do. A few days before Christmas we had friends come from the north and stay for overnight. Oh my, my lips were flappin' until near 1:00 a.m. in the morning. It was great fun, I so enjoyed myself. I made homemade bread along with a huge batch of chili. All my homemade baking for dessert! Delightful, indeed.
For Christmas I cooked, what now seems to be, a very large turkey. It was good, as were all the trimmings. Now I will set on in to make homemade turkey soup and turkey stew. Oh yummers.
As for Christmas, itself. Well I am not truly a Christmas person - I have no religion. Well, I do - the religion of me! For Christmas, I have always enjoyed to bake and give baking treat trays to my neighbors. I enjoy to purchase small gifts. We do not spend a fortunate on presents.
For years now, a tradition I have is to make a calendar with all the important dates on it (with stickers). I love them stickers. I always did this for my Mom and Dad. Now that they are only with us in spirit, I have continued the tradition and make a calendar for my brother.
This year I have found myself being in the mode of sad, the mode of hurt. Generally, I am not one to feel sorry for myself and to this, I am not. I am sadden by events that have taken place in the month of December. It saddens me that Noisemaker forgot my birthday and (whooaaa, take a breath here) but he forgot Christmas too. I busted my butt off baking, decorating the home, and doing a fine Christmas dinner. To this, the thanks I received was not one present to open, nothing. My feelings were so very damaged and marred by these events.
Christmas is Christmas. It is a time to spend with family and friends.
As for Noisemaker - well, trust me. The mountain side is on edge, it could explode at any moment. He knows he has done very wrong. Forgiveness is not something that comes natural to me. A person does know right from wrong. If one gives treatment of a uncivilized nature - be certain it will come right back at you. What goes around comes around.
Now I will plod on and understand that some folks out there are truly not human. They are unkind. They have never seen a rock shaped like a heart, a valentine ~ they no not of John Prine.
Yep, the saddle was in the rain - but - eh, it will dry up and life does/will go on.